I abuse my alters so that they don't front because I'm terrified of the loss of control. I have amnesia every day over big and small things. I ignore them nine times out of ten. I don't like to acknowledge that they exist. I wish they'd all just disappear forever. All they do is try to protect me but I push them away and belittle them until they learn to leave me alone. I hate them very much. They are the most annoying part of my life, and I wish they would all just evaporate into thin air. No matter how hard I try to make them go away, no matter how long I forget about their existance, I am always reminded of them in one way or another because they are intertwined with me and give me amnesia and front without my knowledge, and I hate it. I hate them so much, I wish I could physically tear their heads from their bodies and gut them alive. I want to stab my own skull and make them die. If the only way to get rid of them permenantly is to kill myself, then I will kill myself some day. I barely respect them, but I'm nice enough to at least name them.
16 any trans boy, cohost. He's essentially me from the past. He masks the best as me, and if you're my friend, you have 100% interacted with him unknowingly. He's kind and artistic, and he likes all things nature. He also likes animals. He's like an annoying little brother.
18 he/she. Introject. Of course, she's Christian and quite religious. She influences me a lot, but when I start talking really religiously, it's probably her. She likes crosses, churches, bunnies, lambs, and all things that relate to Christianity. She's quiet and casual.
19 he/him. Introject. A very shy guy, he doesn't really make the first move. He likes arts and crafts, alongside cooking and watching movies. He is, obviously, a sexual alter, but you probably won't see any of that.